God has been changing me a lot lately, but I have so far to go.
I felt some shame early this morning. I have a coworker (don’t we all?) who really needs God. She is so discouraged and depressed. There was a time I might not have cared so much, but God has been changing me and I feel such sorrow for her. I replied to her and told her that the only way I can make it through is my relationship with God. I told her I know she has seen me fail and that it’s a slow process. I feel so badly because I know I haven’t always been the best example. I pray I can do better. I so want to reflect Jesus to others, but sometimes, I feel that I fail more than I succeed. I can’t do anything about the past, but with God’s help, maybe in the future I will do a much better job. The thing I know I need to remember is that I can’t do it on my own. I need to surrender all to God and let Him do the work through me. And that, my friends, is so much easier said than done.